Weather is finally turning. Of course, it seemed to be turning before too. It could turn back again. It's still 40 out right now, so that's not so bad. I will probably hear dripping all night long. From outside. The song of melting snow. Go, snow! Go! GET THEE ON THE NIGHT TRAIN OUT OF HERE!
Bliss has come by to say Hello. I shared my salmon with her tonight. She liked it. I have to close Rogue and Salem in my room when I eat salmon in order to eat in peace. But I save them some. OH MY GOD SHE IS SO FREAKING CUTE I can't even TELL you. I need to win the lottery so I can stay home with them and give them all the glorious attention they deserve.
Otherwise, I'm beginning the quest for Meaning in my life. See, in Florida, I was super unhappy, but I had Purpose: Getting Out. (Also, Disney World.) Now, I'm out. So now what? You see my dilemma. A few things to try:
- volunteering, like at the Cayuga Nature Center
- drawing more
- writing more
- probably not looking at the new Disney bridal gowns anymore
- finding that damned (not really!) someone to share this nonwork time with. Heck, maybe we could even share work time together. I'm really quite bored with the work I'm doing now. Oh, so I guess that's another point:
- starting to look for a new job? I don't feel like I've paid my dues at this one yet. I suppose that entails feeling like I'm doing well at it. But I can't get interested enough to. Or, I guess there's even a difference between being interested and caring. Some of it, I just don't care about.
"Lost" is on shortly. Wish I could justify staying up for it; the last two weeks have been OK. Being this tired, though ... well. I can at least pull out a colored pencil and draw a princessy lady. One day I will turn my princessy ladies into a moneymaking machine. Not a good name for the company, though. Princessy Lady Moneymaking Machine. I think we'll end up with something Monkeylike.
Ah crud, I came up with a great hobo name for Jenny today. Something -- oh yeah, Stinkeye Jenny. Cos she gave me it! The stinkeye! STINKEYE JENNY.
Other ideas:
Trentsmelling Elly
Futuresmelling Blakaroo Winkins
Idaho Sockstealer Hawkensmithy
Cashew-hat Melissa
Mary "Normothermia" Noontime
1 comment:
I hear you on the job front, if it makes you feel any better. Even before I had an escape to look forward to, I couldn't POSSIBLY have given a shit less. I suppose it's better to be counting the days than to not have a known terminus. So....search, oh skilled one. Thy talents amaze and abound. It's like you have a special destiny, or something.
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